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A View from the Trough: In Which I Contradict the Notion That I Am an Inspiration

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Two months ago, a knot developed in my right lower back, just above my glutes. There it has stayed in spite of massages, heating pads, and stretching. Bending over both hurts and is a bit dangerous, so I've stopped doing it. Dropped things remain dropped until Neal retrieves them. Portrait of the artist after getting her own breakfast plate. I am a mess. There is shit all over my house. Each room has two to four items on the floor -- discarded clothes, a rogue noodle, an eyebrow comb, a tampon that leapt from its cabinet like a story from the "It happened to me!" section of YM magazine, etc. As I type, I wear a bra attached by a single hook (which took four attempts). I pulled my hoodie on backwards initially, leaving me briefly blind and disoriented. My legs ache. It's a soft ache, humming along my IT bands and pulsing quietly in my calves and ass. I'm no stranger to MS-related discomfort, but I'm not used to hurting. Walking is awkwarder tha